in the early 2010

missing him so bad
I'll have myself give you a proof that I'm not a pessimistic girl, I'll go through to where you are

feeling in the blue

plunged into a quandary

fed up with physic

listening The Meadow, Possibility, Meet Me on The Equinox ( sung from a girl point of view, with every man changed into woman ), Slow Life, Roslyn, Arms of An Angel

get a quite serious dust allergy
can't breathe properly

find unnoticed pleasure under the rain